Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Getting Spit on...

This was very unusual, and I still don't know what to make of it...
But it happened just the same.

Mason and I were walking to Horton Plaza Downtown San Diego

I wanted to buy a vest from Levi's that I didn't actually need

Levi's ended up being closed, so I wasn't able to buy it

I turn around and start walking back from where I came, mason holding my hand

I then witness this conversation between a large homeless woman and a security guard

Security Guard: "Ma'am, you can't stay here"

Homeless Woman: "Sir, how is your night going?"

Security Guard: "My night is going just fine, how is yours going?"

-About this time in the conversation, the woman's demeanor goes from "nice and polite" to "cut the crap" in about 2.2 seconds and she starts to glare at the security guard, so the guard decides to repeat his original statement and get back to the point-

Security Guard: "Ma'am, you can't stay here."

Homeless Woman: Screams "WHY DO I HAVE TO LEAVE?? WHY DOESN'T SHE HAVE TO LEAVE??"

-About the time when she shouts "SHE" I am walking by with Mason

I am dreadfully close to her and didn't realize at that moment that I had become her target

She pointed at me

Opened her mouth

And let it fly

Next thing I know, I am covered in a homeless woman's spit

Not gonna lie... it was quite something

embarrassing, humbling, gross...

And all I could think was "Why?"

So I just kept walking and I am still thinking about it


What would have happened if I had spit back at her?


Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Quiet Time

This.
This cup of coffee in the morning (in my favorite mug)
In silence.

I want to shout it out, how amazing this is
but then I would ruin the silence, so I stay quiet

Renewal of my soul, my heart
This time of uninterrupted ponderings
My thankful time

How overwhelming it is
these blessings
the life the Lord has given me

...and how is it that I always want more?


Not in this moment. 
here, now
I see it, as well as my eyes can
And I say "Thank you"
Over and over and over

Thank you for:

-my silly husband who loves so fiercely 

















-Parents who constantly give

















-Planning a wedding with much excitement























-New one-of-a-kind cards that were way too expensive

















-Coffee (when you give it up for Lent, you include it daily in your "thankful" list)

















-The warmth of the sun on my skin

















-New flower buds on a plant I thought I had lost

















-Plans for coffee dates on my calendar






I cant list everything I am thankful for, there are things I take for granted that I don't even realize I am thankful for...  but writing them down makes them real and that is a start. 

Friday, April 13, 2012

Spring Flowers


Spring flowers shining bright in the midst of a rain storm








So thankful for this rain
cuddle time
a leak to keep me humble
clean laundry
a fresh pot of coffee
time with dear friends
sweatshirts
corny movies
springtime